ScottR400D In no particular order.......sadness, loneliness, a lack of interpersonal skills, being antisocial, not being liked by the rest of the household.......to name but a few, but mainly because the therapist said I needed something to occupy my mind to avoid the "unpleasant" consequences from rearing their heads again - the less said about that, the better..... Primarily, because I brought the bonnet in to do a couple of paint chips and while it was there, and the autosol was out from the previous day, the "wonder what that would look like" thought crept in........and now I've started I am going to have to finish - act in haste/curiosity......repent at leisure, or something like that